ALONE

Well ever since i switched to Islam I have felt closer to God which is where everyone needs to be and closer to my husband which is also great....but i have felt away from everyone else...My life is so different now and lately I have been feeling that change more. It feels good and bad...I moved to a new city so I dont really have any friends to just talk to and my old friends are just not.... hmmm how do i say it without being mean or rude or disrespectful....they are not the best thing for me anymore i guess you could say...I have been needing someone that is going through the same things as me or understands what it is like to marry a man from another country that has a different culture than you...so I was on my facebook and one of Aziz's cousins asked to be my friend and I looked at his pics and he is married to an american girl so i went to her facebook and asked to be her friend and I read her comments and stuff and she is in the USA and he is in Morocco so she is loney and missing him...one day she was online and she started talking to me and I swear we talked for 2 hours and we have so much in common from both being married to moroccans to the kind of movies and books we read to everything...I had the best time and I finally have a new friend/cousin to talk to...Thank You Allah for sending me this new friend...insha Allah we grow close as sisters someday!!

A Hidden Surprise

Well my hubby had to work until 2 am last night....so when he got home he took a shower and laid down and he said "I'm so tired, but i brought home some food i left in the car in the back can you go get it for me?" So i went to the car and I was looking and I didn't see any food box and so i moved his jacket and looked and i moved an umbrella and there was a single rose there for me to find....He is the sweetest...I love him so much!!!

Whats Wrong

I dont know whats wrong with me today??? I prayed the first prayer - I prayed the second prayer - and I cried alot - I prayed the third prayer - I cried even more and i have been on the verge of tears all day...I really dont know what is wrong with me...

Hubby is Sick

I feel so bad for Aziz..he is sick i think maybe a sinus infection....he just texted me and said he was going to maybe be home early cause he feels worse!!! I hate when he feels bad cuz then i feel bad!! I will give him some TLC and that will make him better....insha Allah!!

Cleaning

How does everything get so messy...I think its because we live in a small place and we both have too much stuff!! I cant wait to get a bigger place...it is going to be great...hopefully soon...insha Allah...so tomorrow will be a cleaning day for me....uuugggg....i dont want toooooo!!!! OK enough crying i need to sleep so i can get up tomorrow and put on some good cleaning house music and get to WORK!!  Nite Sistas!!!

Praying

Last night I made my Husband laugh during prayer....because I am new at this and still learning...so he told me that we needed to pray this last prayer but not as a team that I needed to do it on my own so I was behind him and he could see what I was doing somehow...and i forgot a step...and he said you have to go down then stand back up before you go all the way to the floor...and I said Oh My Gosh I think you have eyes in the back of your head...and he started laughing...I am sure that Allah was laughing too...and then we finished our prayer I said...you know if you laugh at me it will make me shy to pray with you he said..Baby it is a love laugh not a make fun laugh....he is the sweetest man!!

After the Nikah

After the Nikah we went out to eat at a New Place it is a Bangladesh place it was pretty good all Halal so that was a plus...then we went to the CousCous which is a Moroccan Place and had tea and visited friends he was talkin moroccan so i was playing around with the camera and took pics of myself...so here they are.

Then I took some Black and Whites I was a liitle bored but Aziz was having such a great time talking that I figured out how to entertain myself I usually carry a book with me...so here are the black and whites...

Is it my Imagination or do Blacj and White Pictures make everthing look better...I think I really love black and white photos!!